Lesson of Love

I think love is a beautiful mixture of chaotic, melancholic and wild.
Like twirling around. It's fun, and you always want to do it, because it makes your heart beat faster,
it feels like you can loose yourself and become more free than you ever were
- until you get hurt, when things come to close, or you collapse on the ground, struggling for air.

I think, everybody is pure love.

It doesen't matter if you're in a relationship or not.

We just notice ourselves too less.

We pretend we are not important for ourselves.

We still want to be important to somebody exept ourselves,
and sometimes we twirl so hard around somebody else, that we loose ourselves for a little too long. 

Sometimes we forget, that we are the most important person in our lives 

and that the most important thing is, that we notice ourselves enough. 

That we know that we are important for us.

We are the main character.

So we start giving ourselves more observance.

So we start loving us as much as we loved somebody else.

We can't always make others happy.

First of all we have to make ourselves happy, 

because we know just fifty percent about ourselfs.

We consist of more than just our superficialities, general knowledge or the things others see in us.

We are filled with memories, with the never ending chaos in our mind,
with twirls and art and unspoken wishes
and, of course, thousands of  'when' and 'but' and 'what if''.

There is no world inside of us. We are this world.

Everybody else can see our surface, 

but in the end it doesn't matter if they like us or hate us.

We have to love ourselves 

because we are the only person that is able to find out 

who and what we really are and want to be.

We are the beautiful mixture of chaotic, melancholic and wild.

We are like twirling around. It's fun and we always want to do it, 
because it makes our hearts beating faster and it feels like loosing ourselfs 
and become more free than we ever were.

We are pure love.

-and the most beautiful part about loving ourselves is, that we can't hurt us. 

We cant hurt ourselves  and we can't collapse on the ground until we want to. 

Because we create our own love and we create our own world and nobody but us 

creates the ground where we collapse on and create the corners and edges we get hurt on.

So, let's dive deeper than we thought that it's possible and let us love ourselves first.